I have tried everything,
nothing has helped
I went out today to distract myself from myself
I ran into a woman whom I haven't seen in 2 years
it wasn't pretty.....what a messed up family...all I could do was listen...
then I let a man cut in front of me....he seemed in a hurry
He was grateful....he talked nonstop..then dropped his 12 pack of beer
it flew everywhere
he became very upset...the poor kid who was sent for another 12 pack
couldn't find another one
The guy went off...threatening to sue....said the casr had fallen on his foot
I said...no it didn't....it didn't hit your foot
wrong thing to say
They got him another case and took him to write out a report
I heard him say he was going to sue the beer company, too
lordie...my heart was a pounding...and I dont need any help with that
already my heart is stressed...beyond what it is able to bare
In the old days.....a crave case would have helped
but as life goes on...life gets so very complicated
and sometimes un-bearable
But I can only put one foot in front of the other
and trust there is a path
nothing has helped
I went out today to distract myself from myself
I ran into a woman whom I haven't seen in 2 years
it wasn't pretty.....what a messed up family...all I could do was listen...
then I let a man cut in front of me....he seemed in a hurry
He was grateful....he talked nonstop..then dropped his 12 pack of beer
it flew everywhere
he became very upset...the poor kid who was sent for another 12 pack
couldn't find another one
The guy went off...threatening to sue....said the casr had fallen on his foot
I said...no it didn't....it didn't hit your foot
wrong thing to say
They got him another case and took him to write out a report
I heard him say he was going to sue the beer company, too
lordie...my heart was a pounding...and I dont need any help with that
already my heart is stressed...beyond what it is able to bare
In the old days.....a crave case would have helped
but as life goes on...life gets so very complicated
and sometimes un-bearable
But I can only put one foot in front of the other
and trust there is a path
wow...at least you can say it was an interesting day you know...smiles.
ReplyDeleteYou blend the ordinary with the extraordinary in these snippets and whenever I get to the end of one, there is a little click...a recognition of commonality. I hope things will feel better soon and that you find your way.
ReplyDeleteCrikey, you deserve a large bar of chocolate and a lie down after that...
ReplyDeleteOne foot in front of the other is all any of us can do.
Dear dear Suz,
ReplyDeleteI second the large bar of chocolate. Or at least chocolate fingers...helps me each and every time.
Great post Suz and a great reminder about life!
ReplyDeletehope some sweet sleep finds you
ReplyDeleteand helps soothe away the snarls.
sending love and warm hugs
and bright hope
for peace.
sweet, sweet peace to you,
Jen
deep breaths, suz!
ReplyDeleteoh, what a crazy world it can be.
exhausting, really.
hang in there, friend.
xo
Somedays, one front in front of the other is all we can do. And we do. And then we do it again. And again, and somehow, before we even know it, we're walking toward something new, something better. One step at at time.
ReplyDeleteBe well.